The journey to where?

I don't know where life will take me. I don't know how the river bends or where the rapids may be. Radiotherapy completed my treatment, but my journey isn't finished. My cancer seems to be gone, but who can be sure? There are no certainties, and from time to time a new pain has panicked myself and my loved ones. My body may be healed now but adjusting to the changes in my life and the recovery of my emotions, my soul, and my spirit, takes longer.